♥ OURS

she found frens to care for her and someone to tok to le..happi for her..as for myself..i'm stuck.no one tends to understand mi yet..why ? all my fault..maybe ba..nowadays keep occupied myself with game,slp, speed and speed.tons and tons of speed..i noe is bad..but as i dun get 200km/h..i just dun feel lyk releasing the throttle. nowdays i'm a reckless rider. cutting here and there..cant stop myself..jialat.. but when i noe u r ok.i feel ease. cos u got lots of siblings and frens to help u through but people ard us are not helping mi at all. they simply just scolding mi for wat i done. onli one who really understand mi but everyone are restricting mi and her. so i can just do wat i always do..keep everything by myself and suffer alone.. feel so bad but i'm used to it le..so shuld be alright ba..army pls come soon. then i can forget abt frens,family,pain and sadness..if not i'm just wearing a mask everyday..no one knows. hahahahahaahha. fear is all ard mi. making mi hard to continue living. one word to describe derrick goh kok boon. DEATH